Delight in me

i really feel like God is bringing me into a real pure joy. it's that joy that hurts to get. its very deep and comes straight from the very depths of our souls and it takes a very hard and painful road to. a road that passes all my failures, all my shame, all my sin, all my weaknesses, all my hurts and pains and scars and fears along the way. it's a road that confronts all those things and a road on which i realize i fail 90% of the time. but it's a road where Jesus is at the end and smiling at me and saying "keep coming" while He stares at me with His eyes of fiery passionate love. it's a road He came to earth to walk down and to conquer so we could conquer it too and see Him at the end. no one or nothing can pluck me from His hand. I am my Beloved's and He is mine.